The evidence of the physical healing process and of the restoration at all levels of Juan Felipe Pérez Moreno, Consciousness Seed Sower, gives life to the ConoSiendo™ method.
More than two decades ago Juan Felipe Pérez Moreno, Consciousness Seed Sower, weighted 145 kgs (320 lbs), his pants were size 54, his size was XXL and he wore glasses (he was myopic). He was at the top of his advocacy professional career, enjoying a well-known social prestige, and after a violent event in his existence, a violent impact in his life, which transformed the essence of his family and transformed the essence of his intimacy, more or less three months later, he was diagnosed with left kidney cancer.
It was a very hard impact, it was a very violent shock, and at that moment, he didn’t know that what was happening in his life at a conflict level was directly related with what was happening in his body at an organic and physical level and even less at a spiritual level…
At that moment in his life, he was entirely imbued and dedicated to the pursuit of a status at a social level, and an economic position as well, but speaking and working in an honest and legal way. All of his potential was only focused towards the path he was going through, and suddenly, symbolically speaking, a great existential truck appeared and made him stop.
The doctors told him that the cancer was already a considerably developed tumor, that it had six cm. (2,36 in.) in diameter. Simply, he was virtually dead to them, they told him that he was a lost cause and that the infection had spread throughout the body.
During many difficult moments and times of great uncertainty, he went through attitudes of rage, attitudes of not accepting; he had always been a perfectionist, and he thought it was the worst of the imperfections that his life was being torn apart in a social environment, and besides that, his body was also bursting out and breaking down. Then came the feeling of how unfair life was, because of what was happening to him; he went into a justifiable stage, a stage of saying: “But, why is this happening to me? If I am nice… If I am such a good person… If I am so great… Why is life punishing me?” And another feeling was of restlessness… “What am I paying for? Why is this happening to me? What have I done to deserve what is happening to me in life and in my existence?” And a rational mind started to break down and to feel miserable. Slowly, the body and the organism started to come apart. The psyche got altered, the spirit and faith staggered, and the dance of doubt began.
In that moment, he made a decision: not to consult doctors, because several friends and family members had died in the processes of chemotherapy, of radiation and of cobalt therapy, which were the known methods back then. During research, he found that statistics had demonstrated that a great number of deaths were related to chemotherapy. So he decided it was not the path to follow, and he felt an inner voice that told him: “You are going to waste your time. Let yourself die like that”.
A decision was finally taken. After being for several weeks in the uncertainty of what was going to happen in his existence, the decision was to consult some specialists in the field, both in Medellín and in Miami, to see what could be done. There were no possibilities of a kidney transplant, of dialysis, or of something that would help, the only option was to have the kidney removed, which was greatly enlarged and the tumor was intending to expand, which is known today as metastasis. After the tests, the diagnosis was that there was nothing to do. “When you feel that you are going to die and they tell you that you have three months to live, it is exasperating and horrifying to feel and to think that you are going to leave this world, because you used to feel or think that you had taken life for granted”.
After taking his family out of Medellín, he decided, and it wasn’t a rational decision, but a very instinctive one, today we refer to it in a different way; he decided to break up with everything, and he started to have a lot of dreams, experiences, and very profound psychotropic, transcendental and mystic states, that some would call hallucinations, where he saw a lot of palm trees, hills and plains, and persons he didn’t know making gestures of: come, come… when he would wake up, he would say: “So, besides the social, existential and financial problem I have, and the corporal problem, I have to add a third one, which is that I am also going insane! This is definitely going from bad to worse”.
Juan Felipe decided to visit the Far East, where he had never been before. He remember that when he was a child, he was drawn to India, it seduced him, it insinuated things to him through films, magazines, videos and shows. India had grasped his soul, and he said: “I’ll go there”.
The wonderful events that took place in this trip are narrated in his book “REBORN”, which led him, after 23 months of inner hard work, to total healing, at a magical place with extraordinary Beings, called the Seers. By saying total, it is at all the levels of the Being.
But the most revolutionary thing he learned with the Seers was that from the pretty theory, from the beautiful books, from the pompous rituals, what you had to do was to move over to the body, to the flesh. What you change in consciousness has to be reflected in the body first. So, when he asked: “what about aging? And illness? And gray hair? And wrinkles? And decrepitude?” The answer was: “Who walks away from the source takes the path accepted by all humans, which is: aging, illness or death, which are nothing but illusions”. In fact, sacred books like the Bible promise that men, by the grace of God, shall finally defeat death, that means that the promise of resurrection is a fact. The promise of healing is also a fact! And the promise of youth is also a fact! Remember when Jesus used to say: “Stand up and walk! Do not sin anymore!”. With the greatest respect that the King of Kings deserves, let’s change that “do not sin” for: “stop violating the laws… stop going against your spirit, your body, your mind, your talking, your feeling and your acting… stop violating the existence itself! The Essence itself! So your body recovers its fundamental harmony… That is something wonderful!”.
Upon his return to his hometown, in an act of total gratitude and in a non profitable way, Juan Felipe dedicated himself to Sow Seeds of Consciousness, by sharing his experience and all the practices or secret health codes that were taught to him. This apostolate lasted almost two decades, in which around 75 groups of local practices were created in many cities and abroad, this was until he was granted the Grace of being able to expand this sacred knowledge in a way that could reach anyone who could need it and whoever was ready to receive it, which led to the creation of ConoSiendo™.